You would think after a year of quitting the cigarettes, I would be in the clear. Nope. Temptation got the best of me. :( I going to quit again, of course, but I'm sorry I even started again. I feel like crap, my throat hurts, and just feel physically drained, which I did not previously when I did the bad smoking thing. I guess that's good incentive to quit for good for real!

But I still want to smoke, which is pitiful.

Song of the day is Everything About You by Ugly Kid Joe. I am full of self-loathing, and I hate myself.

Did anyone rush out and buy the new Def Leppard album? Well, I did. ;) I haven't listened to it yet, though. Been too bust running around to devote myself to it. I am looking forward to it though.

MOVIE SPOILER ALERT!

Stick it is the worst movie I've ever watched. Yuck! I thought a movie about young female gymnasts would be pretty funny, but the best parts were in the previews.

END SPOILERS!

OK, that wasn't really a spoiler, but damn that movie sucked. And, yeah, it's not too topical.


Four Replies to 6-V-2008 or I Fell Off The Wagon

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Aaron Shurtleff | May 7, 2008
Yes, Jackie, that is the very movie! Not as good as I thought. Plus, the character I thought was the main character (based on the picture on the cover of the DVD) was actually not the main character, which disappointed me. But I might have confused the two characters. I thought the girl from "Waiting" was the main character, but she wasn't.

I appreciate the support. I almost didn't say anything about falling off, but I'm trying to be honest in the blog and all. Except for certain delicate situations, I try to be honest with what I am thinking/feeling. *shrug* I'm sure anyone who reads this knows that anyways. :)


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29-I-2008 or Clarification

Based on a certain conversation in TC, I just want to say that I am fully and totally aware of the effects of what I have written/will write in this blog could have on me in the future or sooner even. I don't care. I wasn't and I'm really still not ashamed or regretful or a word of it. Go »

6-IX-2007 or Not again! :(

I really really really hate birthdays! Just a reminder that you've been around another year, and that your time is shorter by 365 days (or so). :( I'm cranky like that. Go »

22-II-2007 or Speaking of crap...

I wrestled with not saying this, but I've been transparent about everything thus far, so here's the latest medical drama. I getting a colonoscopy tomorrow. That involves a lot of "cleansing" this evening, and a lot of I can't eat anything today and tomorrow. Go »

27-VI-2019 or Savage Meme

Been a busy day, but I guess I gotta do something. Hi! Hello! Go »

09-VII-2019 or Look out, spicy bois!

I saw a meme that claimed there was a petition to change the name of fire ants to spicy bois. I am trying to be hip to the lingo the kids are using nowadays! They do like the word spicy, I'll tell you hwat. Go »

26-VIII-2008 or Furious Ranting (nfsw)

This is a quick hit for you all. AND I SERIOUSLY THE ONLY PERSON IN AMERICA WHO DOESN'T GIVE A RAT'S SMELLY ASS WHAT THE CANDIDATE'S WIVES THINK?! I DON'T CARE ABOUT MICHELLE OBAMA, AND I CANNOT FATHOM ANYONE VOTING BASED ON ANYTHING SHE THINKS. Go »